by johnorth on Mon Feb 15, 2010 11:33 am
Hi Greg,
My name is John. I to once suffered in drug and alcohol addiction. Now I am free, I have been for 4 or five years. I am not going to say that it was easy because it wasn't. This I will tell you, I went to AA, and some NA meetings for years. Now I don't know if you go or not, but I found it wanting. I found a lot of help there, I took the steps, I made meetings, I did all that I was supposed to according to them. When I took step one I admitted that I was powerless over all, then two, I already knew that God could deliver me and restore me to sanity, the problem was I didn't think I was worthy of His love and some of the people led me astray, because I was so hurt and disoriented that I followed the wrong crowd and did what I knew was wrong in His eye's but what seemed right in the eye's of men. Many times I have looked back and asked myself why I did that, saying to myself I should have done what I knew to do. The enemy took advantage of me, in this vonurability and kept me decieved for a few years. I had the semblance of God, but in fact was denying the power of God to deliver me. You see the gospel is the power of God unto salvation to all who believe. That word salvation is the word sozo in the greek and means -- save, saved, delievered, heal ect. Today most people classify addiction as some kind of disease, if this were true and it is in part. Its an oppression of the devil. Then we as believers are healed or it. For it say's in Isaiah 53. that He bore our griefs and carried our sorrows, then in Matt. 8, it say's that He himself took our imfirmities and bare our sicknesses, then in 1 Peter 2 it in the last part of the 24th verse by who's striped ye were healed. This all means that whether physically, mentally, and spiritually, we who believe have been healed. That we have been delivered from the power of darkness and conveyed into the kingdom of His dear Son.
We who believe are no longer subject to those things any longer, though many of us suffer with these things needlessly. You see, God, through Jesus Christ has so thoughrouly redeemed us, bought us back from the devil and the captivity, that all things become new when we believe. But we have to believe it. We have to stand on it. We have to ask for healing from time to time. It is alway's Gods will to heal. One verse in particular is Acts 10:38-- How God annointed Jesus of Narzareth with the Holy Ghost and power and went about doing good and healing all those who were oppressed of the devil. You see thats for you and me today also, for Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.
The enemy wants nothing more than to get you looking at your situation, and not at God. He wants now that you are saved, for you to think of yourself as a worthless worm, who is confined in the prison of addiction. For the reason that if you realized that God has set you free through Jesus Christ, and ask HIm to remove this addiction from you, then you will have a testimony, and with a testimony, you may be the one to help break the bondage of another. The devil don't want that, with your testimony, you can help to set people free, from the same bondage that you have been subject to for so long.
My dear brother, God loves you so much that He sent Jesus to suffer what we should have. It should have been us that was on that cross. It should have been us, that endured the suffering of the whip, that our Lord did. It should have been us that took the stripes for our healing. Thank God it wasn't for there isn't one among us that could have. Jesus Christ the righteous is the direct reflection of what God is. Everyone that came to Jesus in the day's that He walked this earth were healed, when they came to Him. He is no different today. He will do the same thing that He has alway's done. He will heal you if you will call on Him and believe. Those are the only requirements that He has. I believe that you have already asked forgivness for this, so I am not going to worry about it. If you haven't ask Him and then please pray with me the prayer that I will write in a moment. Pray it out loud and only believe.
Father I ask you to heal this dear brother in the Name Of Jesus. Remove from him all traces and desires of this oppression. I ask you to do this now, in Jesus name. Father Your word say's that if we pray and believe that it will be done in the Name of Your Son. That if we ask, we will recieve. That our joy may be full . Lord my brothers joy cannot be full if he is stuck in addiction. I ask that you heal Him of this now in Jesus Name. Devil, take you hands off of him this instant, In Jesus Name.
His Servant
John
"I get more out God by believing Him for one minute than than by shouting at Him all night." Smith Wigglesworth